To Someone
The architecture of the city is plural and restless. Your voice comes and goes. The sky was pale blue today. White here and there. Clouds. Whispers. Our dialog is more vivid now. I still see how intense your eyes are. You come and go from me. But I know you never really leave. At least, that is the illusion that keeps me - going? I see patterns. They make sense. Like you made sense a while ago. I can't reason with Love, can I? Love, this palpable, irrational measurement of attachment and desire. I don't know if you are the same anymore. The same I knew. Did I ever know you? It doesn't matter because you fit like a symptom fits a disease. You fit my fantasy. My fantasy was so concrete and so tangible. I play us in my head. If I had. If you had. But history doesn't rewrite itself. I can't walk down the street to try and find you. Unchanged sea. Under the same sheltering sky. I love you.
Oh No! What happened?
ReplyDeleteHe had a complication on a fractured femur and had to undergo surgery. He's recovering well, but it's hard to tell a cat not to be a cat. Sigh. He will undergo physical therapy for a few weeks and then he should be back to his usual routine. I hope!
ReplyDeleteHow is Edwin doing?
ReplyDeleteRecovering slowly. He has a doctor's appointment on the 8th. Thanks for asking!
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