Math and Love

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I never liked math. Math was always this um-comprehensible entity way above my head. At least after 4th grade. Math was foreign and full of too many parts that didn't make any sense. It was easy to abandon it and forget it. Our story is like math to me. Full of chapters. Full of equations. 
I want magic, not math.  I want flavor, not numbers. Closeness, not geometry. I don't want angles and questions and abstractions. I want poetry and substance. Spontaneity. I just want the easiness of language. The right accent. The warmth of an understanding and supportive person, not the coldness of subtraction and percentages. I want someone who is going to be comfortable being two. The two of us.  

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