unicidades

I love my Victorian Tango outfits. So classy.

Edwin, The Cat was rescued last Wednesday and is doing fine. He hasn't complained about tango yet. He loves to play with MY toys and he meows a lot. He loves treats and seems to be always eating. He purrs when I pet him and gives me Eskimo kisses once in a while. 

I wake up to the business of life. The street is serene and green. My small birds come to visit as always and I now have a cat. He purrs and meows to get my attention. He's soft and gray and somehow he brings me joy. Lots of it.  I also wake up to the business of life. I have done another modeling shoot and this time I had an entire collection of dresses to pick from. My days have been so busy that my body aches more than the usual. I suspect the pain has to do with the pain of being alive. I thought of my mom last night. I was listening to this beautiful tango song that talks about visiting a grave while it rains. This idea that we can go and visit someone we love after their departure makes me want to cry. When I want to visit my mom, I drive to the beach. I haven't been there in a while. Somehow I know I have to go. I miss her so much. On Christmas evening, I  had a dream and she hugged me so tight it felt so real. I woke up so happy. I wish I could have hugged her more. I

I saw my niece for the first time today. The doctor said she is in perfect health.

So much to do and so little time.