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France

France it is: http://www.aixtangofestival.com/en/

On a quest

I am on a personal quest. I want to be able to know who I am. My identity. My likes and dislikes. I am on a quest to find myself. To create my own life based on my beliefs and principles. I am on a quest to find love. I am on a quest to be at peace with my solitude and my decisions. I am trying to create a home that represents me. My refuge that expresses what I am, what I like. Colors, textures, traces of me all over. I see meaning on things. I create meaning for things. I want beauty and depth and intensity and truth. Therapy helped last year. I want a meaningful love. Uncommon, wholesome, love. Love that doesn't take advantage. Pure love. Crazy, passionate love. Joseph Campbell explored the idea of quests on his "The Power of Myth". Love his work. His assessment of modern society and how lost we are. If not you, then who? Unimaginable right now to find the right one. I see my mom on some of the things I do. Some of the things I am, were hers. John Coltrane.

Who I am according to myself

An honest self-portrait of a 36 year-old woman   I am passionate, sweet, sensitive and romantic. I am giving. I am territorial and stubborn. I am serious and funny. Deep. Opinionated. I am apolitical. I am curious. Critical. Honest. Goofy. Somewhat intelligent. Kind. Short-tempered. Tolerant. Enthusiastic. Sensitive. Romantic. Classy. Free-spirited. I have a hard time saying no. I am authentic. Too trusting. Somewhat attractive. Understanding, but somewhat not so forgiving. I am joyful. Spontaneous. Down-to-Earth. Pensive. Observant. Creative. Somewhat insecure. Shy. Picky. Adventurous. I hold grudges. I get hurt easily. I am flexible. I am anti-fitness. I am restless. I am not so healthy. I am active. I am not assertive. I hate and love easily. I have firm principles and values. I am consistent, but sometimes paradoxical. I am full of flaws I can't even remember. I don't have a good memory anymore.

How do you love?

Do you love in black and white? From a distance? With love or with passion? Do you love with your entire body or just small parts of it? Do you love with your heart? Do you love with your brains? Do you love with your smile? Or only with your hands? Do you dive when you love? Do you love when you love? Do you love a shell or the integrity? Do you love only the body? What do you love when you love?

Tango in You & Me

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