Someone You Loved
Someone I loved This is for you, who came and went. I carry your heart, you know I do. You never left. There was never just me. We have always been two, two in one. I am still talking to your heart. Call me crazy. From my window I new lights. New colors. The horizon is bright. and yet Are you tired of my voice in your head? I can't not talk to you. Everywhere I turn, I still see you. There are memories that persist. Dreams that come back. Voices that I hear. You are. I wonder every day. From this tiny window. Birds fly across the beautiful cold sky. They are going somewhere. Living perhaps? It is a shame how things turned out. The warrior who didn't fight. The queen who was never crowned. Empty spaces, time echoing around my face. The absurd loneliness of finding that I am nothing but a shell. e. e. cummings have mercy.